Tuesday, March 3, 2015

plans.

Five years ago this week, I applied to be a Student Recruiter at the University of Tennessee. If you know me well then you know my blood has always ran orange and I have a fairly engaging personality, so the job seemed perfect for me.  I didn’t have to leave campus for work and I would show prospective students and their parents around the greatest university in the world… what could be better?!

Well. I made it to the second round of interviews and then I was cut… Wait. What? I couldn’t believe it. Who could do that job better than me?! What was I suppose to do now? I was devastated; my plans were crushed.

A friend suggested I apply to work at the YMCA. They offered jobs to college students to work in after school programs from 1-6pm every day. Soooo you’re saying I wouldn’t have to work nights OR weekends??? DONE! Sign me up. I can put up with some kids for a few hours every day, right?

Most of you know the story from there. I loved the job…every single (crazy) second of it… Which led to me working at camp... And ultimately to my call of children’s ministry.

Am I saying that if I had become a student recruiter at UT then I wouldn’t be where I am today? Not necessarily. But it’s not nearly as likely. I firmly believe in my heart that God was in the midst of every step along the way.

I’m NOT saying that there is “one perfect planfor my life and if I veer off or make a wrong decision then it all falls apart... there is no more truth to that than the “one perfect soul mate” lie. However, I am saying that God’s way is always higher and better than mine.

I often think of Jesus’ time on earth… It seems like every time He drew attention to Himself through miracles or teachings, the Pharisees wanted to arrest and kill Him. But for nearly three years, He avoided arrest because His “time had not yet come.” God’s plan was perfect. His plans are still perfect today.

So I sit here thankful for God’s plan. And His timing. And His call on my life. What could be better?