moments.

I spent last week in Orange Beach, Alabama with almost 3,000 high school students from the church I'm interning with this summer... I will blog soon about the trip along with the rest of my first month on the job but this post has a different purpose. Throughout much of the week, we discussed "moments" with our students.

Moments change our lives. They change the course of history. Don't believe me? Think about it: September 11 changed life as we know it... in a moment. The release of the first car/television/computer/cell phone changed history... in a moment. Engagements. Marriages. Births. Natural disasters. Miracles. Deaths. Salvations. Moments.

Jonah, in the Old Testament, made a lot of decisions that affected his life: He decided to disobey God when commanded to go to Ninevah and preach to their people. He was thrown overboard because of the storm and swallowed by a giant fish. He repented and was vomited out onto shore... moments.

Peter, in the New Testament, stepped out of a boat and walked on water. He then lost focus, took his eyes off Jesus, and began to sink... moments.

Jesus fulfilled the commandment of his Heavenly Father and chose to die on a cross for the forgiveness of sins. HE ROSE AGAIN... moments.

I bring this up because I also experienced a big moment recently. I was involved in a car wreck (that was my fault) in which my truck was totaled. I lost focus, for just a moment, and everything changed. Praise the Lord that I (nor anyone else involved) was not seriously injured... but we could have been. My life (along with others) could have been flipped upside down in that moment.

I say all of this so that maybe you will realize how important moments really are. They are happening... Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. In your control. Out of your control. How will you handle yours? We can't dwell on past moments... positive or negative. They affect our future but we can't allow them to control our future. We have a God that is bigger than any moment. He is in every moment. Give it to Him.

"I am the Alpha and the Omega," says the Lord God, "who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty." 

[Revelation 1:8]

transition.

I could write a book on my time in college and all of the memories I made. I could list the countless life-long friendships that were born; the crazy, spontaneous nights that shaped my experience; the classes I breezed through or struggled to pass; and of course, the people and places that made it all worth while. But I figured it would be appropriate to just touch on the highlights of graduation as I begin my transition into the "real" world:

It wouldn't seem right if I didn't start by talking about the Baptist Collegiate Ministry:

I can PROMISE you that none of the great things that happened to me in the last four years would have been possible without the people I met here. It has been my "home away from home" for four years (and literally my home for two years) and I have no idea where I would be otherwise. Every friendship, every job, every ministry opportunity... happened to me because of someone or something involved with this ministry. When I was young, upperclassmen took me under their wing and showed me how to survive college. As I grew older, I was able to disciple younger students in the same fashion. My best friends in the entire world lived, served and played here. We hugged here. Laughed here. Cried here. The Lord truly blessed me through this ministry and I could never thank Him enough for that. I may never truly understand every way that my life was impacted through this ministry but I do know that my prayer is every student at the BCM is impacted like I was.

I also want to briefly touch on how blessed I was to be able to attend the school of my dreams. Ever since I can remember, my goal was to graduate from the University of Tennessee. It still hasn't hit me that I did it (ha). There were many nights that I complained about a paper I was writing, a test I was studying for or a group I was meeting with... but those were opportunities that not many people are afforded. I want to thank everyone who helped me reach this point... family, friends, mentors, employers, co-workers, peers, professors, advisors... I could have never done it on my own. And of course, I'm so grateful for a God that allowed me this opportunity and blessed me ABUNDANTLY through it. 

On UT's campus, we have a "pedestrian mall" (fancy way of saying 'walkway') that leads from our dorms to "The Hill" where most of our classes are. At the end of the "mall" is our University Seal. Superstition says that if you walk across the Seal before graduation, then you won't graduate in four years. Now, obviously, it's a silly superstition but it is also a tradition at UT. Thousands of students part like the Red Sea when they approach the Seal walking to class... including myself! So, naturally, after we all received our diplomas... the first thing most of our graduating class did was walk across the seal. It was a really cool experience because there was a LINE of Seniors in their cap and gown waiting to walk across/lay on/stand on the Seal for pictures. And yes, I was one of them...

Lastly, I wanted to give a quick shout-out to all of my friends that helped me reach this point. I could never list them all or explain how each of them helped me but I am so very thankful for them all. A few of us were blessed with the opportunity to go to Destin, Florida for a week following graduation in order to celebrate. This was such a special trip with special people that I will cherish forever... and now as I am transitioning into a new phase of life... I just want to say, again, how thankful I am to be a Vol for Life.

family getaway.

I'm posting this WAY LATER than I intended but better late than never I guess...

About three weeks before graduation (which I will blog about soon... hopefully), my family came to Knoxville for the weekend. We rented a cabin in a small town called Cosby and just hung out. I was pretty much finished with school at this point so I was able to relax and enjoy it. Everything can best be seen by photos... so that is what the blog will consist of. Sadly, my phone broke about a week after this so a lot of my pictures were lost (like pictures of the cabin and our night in Gatlinburg)... but here is what I have!

My favorite part was when we hiked on Saturday:

This is the first waterfall we saw... pictures don't do it justice. 

Left: My cousin Blake

Right: Me and my beautiful sister, Leah

Left: Me, Leah and her friend, Kayla

Right: Me, Leah, Kayla and our cousins: Blake, Roselyn and Jacob 

 Left: My Uncle Derek and Aunt Joy

Right: Mom and Pops

And this is where the hike ended:

Left: Looking up at the waterfall
Right: Looking out from the waterfall

Left: Leah trying to touch the fall...
Right: SUCCESS!

Left: Leah and Kayla chillin...
Right: Dad insisted on a picture of me...

Left: Cousinly love with Blake
Right: Blake and Mama! (Derek photo bombing)

Left: Dad caught us...
Right: Jacob being goofy

I should mention that they brought the dogs...

Left: Gabby didn't want me to leave
Right: Izzy doesn't like to sit still

Overall, it was a great weekend and I'm so thankful for it. I have no idea what I would do without the loving family the Lord has blessed me with. It will be a weekend that I treasure forever. (And don't judge us for the last picture... Dad took it and we were all staring directly into the sun haha)